Saturday, August 23
Saturday, May 10
Mother's Day will never be the same again. It is not an event to be celebrated. Nor do I feel appreciated for being a mother. But I still wish every mother and everyone's mother a Happy Mother's Day!
Wednesday, March 19
Natalie just turned 17 months. She can now say many words like open/again/read/eat etc besides addressing people. She can walk well and even run unsteadily. At 80cm 12 kg and 98 percentile mark, she's so huggable and chubby to hold. Early bloomer - she's showing signs of terrible two's (?!)
Tuesday, January 14
I wonder what a the problem with me. Please help me reflect. Nothing I do can ever please. All I ask for is respect, a hug and a kiss goodnight daily. Am I asking for too much... Maybe I'm just pmsed, depressed and thinking too much. Wake up! It's 2014. I must improve on bring positive!
Wednesday, January 1
Happy new year to all! I will do my best to make it a better year.
Saturday, December 28
Yes I keep smiling on bad days and forgiving people who take me for granted. No matter what lemons life throws me, life goes on. Everything I do, I consider others feelings but nobody does that to me. Maybe I'm wrong but it can't be all the time right? So sensitive now, I feel hurt even if it's just a rude reply that didn't mean it. I'm all but just human. I wish someone could help me get back to my happy, positive self again.
Friday, December 27
2013 is ending real soon and what a year it has been for me. I hope mummy is in a better place now and I miss you so. Hope 2014 will be a peaceful and prosperous year for me as I spend more time working.
Monday, October 28
This blog is probably unread by now and suits me well. A place for me to rant. Feeling so unloved and misunderstood. Sometimes I wonder if Natalie was god given to me to keep me going/alive. I miss my mummy so much.. Nobody will ever love me like she did. I'm so envious of people with their mummies still around. After celebrating my MiL's bd, I feel totally devastated that my mummy is no longer around to celebrate her birthday anymore. Life goes on and I hope it gets better.